Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Epilogue

It's funny how someone you thought you knew became someone totally new.
It's interesting how someone you thought you could trust became such a coward who dare not take ur calls... who treat your concern as verbal abuse.
It's so unbelievable that a MAN would resort to labelling you as POSSESSIVE just so to create a path for him to escape.
Why when feelings are no longer there, he dare not own up and tell you straight in the face.
Hiding under some excuses of he not wanting to tie you down, not wanting to be selfish, not preventing you from finding your happiness.
Ironic, Hypocrite... that's what he is.

I am so indignant at receiving his sms, after a sleepless night, wondering if he had met with an accident, did not hear from him from 4pm onwards, despite many smses...
I can't understand why someone can be so ruthless, so unfeeling, to continue making u worry, just so he need not bother with u.
He did not even have the courtesy to reply " i'm ok. "
i thought he had lost his phone, someone picked it up, but was not honest enough to return it.
i thought he might have been at some deserted road on his way home from camp.
i dialled n dialled, hoping that someone could ans, hoping i could aleart someone to the noise n hopefully find him.... it might save him in time....
if i hear a voice, i would have an answer if the phone's in someone else's hand, if the phone has been found somewhere.
He obviously heard my calls... he just didn't bothered if i was worried.
He attributed it to me trying to control him... trying to be possessive!
Oh man, pls find a better excuse!

His excuses are so unoriginal, i really wonder if he, Daniel Martin Wong has brains... haiz...
well, at least it woke me up!
How stupid of me to waste time n thought n tears over this man.
At least i saw through him.
Finally.
Thank him for giving me a reason to despise Daniel Wong.
For destroying all the good memories.

Deleted all his smses... deleted his contact from my phone.
blocked n deleted him from my msn.
Just wanna put a proper closure to this FAIRYTALE!haha yucks! shudder to even think of it.
No more tears to be shed for this DANIEL guy.
i shall show him how i have absolutely zero desire to possess him.
Such people really think very very highly of themselves.

Well, it's amazing how i can be so calm when typing out this post.
when your heart has died... it's simple to forget everything.
A bad nightmare but gosh, what i've learnt!
i'm not a good judge of character, i shan't doubt all my smart n intuitive friends.
u all are sooooo right!!!
Gosh, how did u all know?!

The previous post was written with sad feelings, now no more.
thank you. this is the best present you can ever give to me.

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